Post-Organic Blitz

Did I ever tell you I once

Watched you in your slumber?

I sat on the bed next to you

And pretended you were my lover.

darkness is my ally

darkness is my predator .

Zoning out in the canvas facing me

its primary beauty, like a melody

delicate white skin glazing the pillow

under your soft purrs strands of hair billow

the depths of your chest to me went shuttered

At the lethal moment your eyes fluttered

was it worth it, the post-organic blitz

I can still taste that stolen kiss

So you leave, letting me here to believe

that you hate so passionately the friendship we achieved.

Put my heart and head in polar compartment

left alone cold in this austere apartment.

from here and now my eyes long for more

a little further than your bedroom door

for single memories they recede

even your scent makes them bleed

i cry on yearning, on that dreadful stealing,

On how i wanted the next to be willing.

speculation, procrastination, solitude

sigh defeat

to what's left of you on the sheets

How to forever banish all torture of that dream ?

will you be there at least the time for the requiem?

Open the door face first engulfed tight in arms unknown

A set of tears come even before words are shakily thrown

Telling me time has made amends

Telling me we can be friends again.

from here and now my eyes long for more

a little further than your bedroom door

for single memories they recede

even your scent...